Learning, Loving, Letting Go

Wow, hi! It’s been forever. Though no one is really reading this blog except me lol.

I’m 29 years old now, will be 30 this year. Time flies really fast.
For the things I’ve written here, they make me look back at my old life.
Pretty wild.
Falling in love, self-harming, just a regular update of a fun day of my life.

So, long story short, my dad passed away on March 23rd, 2021. And tbh, I haven’t fully recovered from that. I don’t think I’ll ever be. But thankfully, currently, I’m not doing any self-harm, but not gonna lie, I’m not mentally healthy either. But every day I am trying to be okay and be more productive, so that I don’t have unhealthy thoughts.

Falling in love? That guy I used to like when I was in university, I still like him, but not in a way that I want him to be my boyfriend. I like him in a way where I support him, I want him to have only good things and experiences in life.

Now in 2026, I am focused on being a Korean interpreter, I don’t have a job in the law field.

Since starting using Bigo in 2018, I gained curiosity about the Korean language. I’ve always loved the culture, especially the drama/movie, but learning the language is another thing. I started learning Korean naturally from the app. At first, I just listened and talked in English, but eventually I picked up the words and somehow managed to fully understand a sentence. Now I can have conversations easily in Korean with Korean people.

Oh yeah. In 2023, I moved to Jakarta. Now I’m currently residing in South Jakarta, living in a kos, a small room, with big dreams. I work as a concert interpreter, for movies, and exhibitions. Never did I imagine I would be working in this field. My dreams were never clear, I was just that girl who wanted to be a successful woman but didn’t know what to do to achieve it. So I just decided to move here to Jakarta, to help me figure out things. I’ve been capable of speaking Korean at a conversational level since 2021, so the moment I moved to Jakarta, I started applying for a Korean company, etc. And until today, now, I’ve been a Korean interpreter. And I love my job.

My love life? Nothing serious. I always end up liking a guy that’s not for me. Way older than me, got cheated on (we were not in a relationship, but damn, it was a situationship), or just, unrequited. Mostly.

I liked this guy from my previous project, idk, he’s kind of showing as if he’s also interested in me, but maybe it’s just all in my head. He told my friend that he’s thankful for me, but idk what that’s supposed to mean. He’s quite popular, so I’m not expecting anything. I hope he’s happy and smiles every day because i like him for that.


I think that’s all for now. Maybe, if I have something more interesting to tell, to share, I’ll write again. Until then, I hope you’re happy, Ara. You deserve to be happy. More than anything else.

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