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I don’t even know who I am or what I am doing
People have their own personality
Here I am
Having nothing but anxiety

I hate it when people tell me what to do
But worst
I can’t even figure out what I want to do

I wonder
Are you even out there
Are you searching out for me
Or waiting for me to come

Every night me by my self
Looking at the stars, the moon
Waiting for answers
I don’t have questions
But why do I need answers



☪{ift}

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